nani mo nande mo nai...

posting bulan Desember...

tehehe....

bulan baru,,pemasukan dana baru,,senangnya....

judul kali ini diambil dari tag sebuah CM (iklan) produk kaos yang dibintangi oleh NewS,,

bagi yang nggak tahu,,siapa ntuw NewS??

NewS adalah sekumpulan cowok cakep yang multitalented

personelnya :

1. Yamashita Tomohisa (Yama-P)
2. Koyama Keiichiro (Koyama)
   
3. Nishikido Ryo (Ryo)
   
4. Kato Shigeaki (Shige)
   
5. Masuda Takahisa (Massu)
   
6. Tegoshi Yuuya (Tego)
   

entah napa,,si Laras Buzuk,,suka sama si TegoSHIT Yuuya...

padahal kalo masalah nyanyi bagusan Massu...

dan masalah akting Yama-P yang paling bagus....

Apalagi aktingnya di Proposal Daisakusen....

aku...

dan seorang teman....

kemarin berbicara lagi masalah dorama yang satu itu...

"Andai kita bisa memutar kembali waktu..."

"Pasti akan happy ending kayak di ProDai..."

Gitu sih,,pendapat temanku,,

tapi menurutku nggak juga...

habisnya,,walau waktu dipukul mundur,,

ada satu hal yang nggak bisa diubah,,

yaitu dasar hati seseorang yang sedalam black hole,,

(Riin,,juniorku pun berpendapat sama)

ProDai bisa happy ending karena...

pada dasarnya tokoh Rei memang menyukai Ken yang sering dipanggilnya Kenzo (Yama-P)


Ganti topik....

Balik ke pokok bahasan yang pernah dibahas oleh Riin...

"Bagaimana cara menjadi dewasa???"

Aku ingat keluhannya beberapa hari yang lalu,,

kalo dia merasa belum dewasa,,

dan hanya bisa nangis kalo ada masalah,,

gimana ya...

aku ikutan bingung...

-buka buku Adolesence Psychology-

Wangsit dari War :

orang bisa disebut dewasa...

bila dia rela mengakui kekalahannya...

bila dia bisa meminta maaf atas kesalahan...
(baik sengaja ato nggak)

bila dia selalu memandang ke arah depan...

tapi tak lupa mengingat jalan yang telah dilewati...

agar tidak tersesat di jalan yang sama...

terus,,

apakah Wardanie sendiri sudah dewasa???

jawabannya,,

entahlah,,aku sendiri tak paham....

Persepsi = Hak Asasi Manusia = ?

Cakrawala terbentang,,

tak jelas apa yang ada di seberang sana,,

dan di sini hanya ada sebuah perenungan,,

Apakah semua yang penting itu berharga??

Apakah segala kebaikan yang ada adalah bentuk kebahagiaan??

Hidup ini penuh pertanyaan...




Setelah,,kukirim sajak ini ke beberapa orang,,

tanggapan mereka pun beragam,,

inilah yang dikatakan bu Yeniar sebagai keunikan persepsi,,

syarat terjadinya persepsi :

1. Ada stimulus (objek pengamatan)
   
2. Ada penerima (panca indera)
   
3. Ada perhatian (sebuah konsentrasi terhadap objek)

Singkat kata,,

posting bulan ini,,

resmi selesai,,

dengan kesimpulan,,

keunikan manusia,,

tidak dapat diganggu gugat....

itulah Hak Asasi Manusia!!!

Ren'ai Shashin

Ren'ai Shashin
by Otsuka Ai

aoao to shita yozora no shita de
anata ga miteta ushiro koi sugata

tokiori miseru mujaki na negao
atashi ga miteta koishii sugata

donna hitotoki mo subete
wasure nai you ni
muchuu de shattaa kiru atashi no kokoro wa
setsunai shiawase daata

tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada sore dake de yokatta noni

ame furu toki no kawashi ta kisu wa
tsunaga re te yuku futari no sugata

isshou ni mou nai kono kimochi
umaku ie nai kedo
anata ni deatte atashi no mainichi wa
kirakira to kagayai ta yo

tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada kimi wo aishiteru
anata ga kure ta shiawase yo

tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada kimi wo aishiteru
tada sore dake de yokatta no ni

chiisana heya ni kazara re te iru
futari no egao renai shashin

artinya :

Picture of Love

Under the night sky that is slowly melting into the bluest of blues,
You glanced from behind... the figure of love.

Sometimes, as I look into your innocent sleeping face,
I saw only... the figure of endearment.

Every moment with you
Is an unforgettable moment.
In a dream, I snapped this picture of my heart,*
A picture of paining happiness.

“I am still falling for you, only you”
“I am still falling for you, only you”
“I am still falling for you, only you”
That was enough for me.

In the falling rain, when our lips first met,**
We became joined... the figure of two persons.

These feelings won’t last a lifetime
And though it is hard to place into words,
Seeing you everyday
Has only made me glow and sparkle.

****in Picture of Love -Spring-****
In the spring... I chanced upon who we were today.
****in Picture of Love -Spring-****

“I am still falling for you... only you”
“I am still falling for you... only you”
“I am still falling for you... only you”
Was your gift of happiness to me.
“I am still falling for you. Only you.”
“I am still falling for you. Only you.”
“I am still falling for you. Only you.”
Was it possible to ask for more?***

Adorning this small room,
Sits the tender smiles of two people... the picture of love.

PEACH

PEACH
by Otsuka Ai

taiyou sansan
moriagaru kotoshi wa utaitai
kibun runrun
nomitai houdai waraitai

yureru yureru kokoro ni
dokidoki shitai na
soremo sou kana rakuen
ah~ ah~ ah~
natsu da ne

peach
hikkurikaeru ai no mark
itten de fuantei dakara
sugu itten suru dakedo
kaeshite miseru yo

peach
hikkurikaeru ai no mark
nanbai mono power ga hitsuyou
ganbatte miseru yo
aishichau kara

yuutsu ni baibai
sonna hima ha nai mottainai
tappi de baibai
ii tokoro mitara chansu desho

hitamusaki ga daiji nee
wasureta ano hi
itsu no ma ni yogoretanda
ah~ah~ah~ah~
juku shimasu

peach!
oishii darake no yuuwaku
sukoshi kurai shinpai shita tte ii janai
shinjiteru kedo

peach!
oshiri ga hoshikereba ageru wa
shigekiteki na yoru to iyashi no asa youi suru ne

suikonda naka ni mazatteta akuma to tenshi
osedo osedo hiki
moto ni kaeshitara
high touch !

peach !
nanigoto mo balance
otagai my pace
rhythm ni awasete
JUMP! JUMP!

peach !
yappa isshoni iyou yo
iru beki da yo
kigen naoshite tanoshimou yoko no natsu wo

peach
hikkurikaeru ai no mark
nanbai mono power ga hitsuyou
ganbatte miseru yo

aishichau kara

aishichau kara

aishichau kara

PEACH..

PEACH..

PEACE

artinya :

Oh what a bright day
On this exciting year, I wanna sing
Oh what a good feeling
I wanna laugh as much as I can drink

Moved by the excitement
I wanna feel my heart pound
Either that or be in paradise
Ah~Ah~Ah~
So this is summer

Peach!
The shape of an upside-down heart
It's a little shaky with one point
So I'll flip it around
And return it to you

Peach!
The shape of an upside-down heart
Therefore it's necessary for more power
But I'll do my best
For I'll fall in love with you

Say goodbye to depression
I don't have the time, it's a waste
With a molting goodbye
Search out for a good chance

Earnestness is important
The day I had forgotten it
I suddenly realized I was in trouble
Ah~Ah~Ah~
But I'll learn

Peach!
The delicious temptation
It's okay to worry a little
Though I trust you

Peach!
If you want, you can have it
The thrilling night and the therapeutic morning

In this mixture of devil and angel
I slowly, slowly moved away
After returning it to the right place
High touch!

Peach!
Everything will balance
We're at the same pace
Together, following the rhythm
Jump! Jump!

Peach!
Let's be together
It's best to stick together
Let's swallow our sadness and have a blast in the summer

Peach!
The shape of an upside-down heart
Therefore it's necessary for more power
But I'll do my best

For I'll fall in love with you
I'll fall in love with you
I'll fall in love with you

PE-EACH!
PE-EACH!
PE-EACE~!

Planetarium

Planetarium
by Otsuka Ai

Yuuduki yokao dasu kieteku kodomo no koe
Tooku tooku kono sora no dokoka ni kimi wa irun darou
Natsu no owari ni futari de nukedashita kono kouen de mitsuketa
Ano seiza nanda ka oboeteru?
Ae nakutemo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo mitainda
Ano kaori totomo ni hanabi ga patto hiraku
Ikitai yo kimi no tokoro he ima sugu kakedashite ikitai yo
Makkura de nanimo mie nai kowakutemo daijoubu
Kazoe kire nai hoshizora ga ima mo zutto koko ni arun da yo
Naka nai yo mukashi kimi to mita kirei na sora datta kara

Ano michi made hibiku kutsu no oto ga mimi ni nokoru
Ooki na jibun no kage wo mitsumete omou no deshou
Chittomo kawara nai hazu na no ni setsunai kimochi fukurandeku
Donna ni omottatte kimi wa mou inai
Ikitai yo kimi no soba ni chiisakute mo chiisakutemo
Iichiban ni kimi ga suki dayo tsuyoku irareru
Negai wo nagareboshi ni sotto tonaete mita keredo
Naka nai yo todoku darou kirei na sora ni

Ae nakutemo kioku wo tadotte onaji shiawase wo mitain da
Ano kaori totomo ni hanabi ga patto hiraku
Ikitai yo kimi no tokoro he chiisana te wo nigirishimete
Nakitai yo sore wa sore wa kirei na sora datta
Negai wo nagareboshi ni sotto tonaete mitakeredo
Nakitai yo todoka nai omoi wo kono sora ni...

artinya :

The moonlight evening shows it's face, and the voices of the children disappear
Somewhere far far off in the sky, you're probably out there
We snuck away into the end of the summer, and we found this park
Do remember what that constellation was?

Even if we can't be together, I want to follow my memories, and see the same happiness as you do
The fireworks burst in a flush, together with that scent

I want to go to where you are, I want to run off right now
You can't see anything in the pitch darkness, it's alright to be scared
The starry sky with countless amounts of stars is always going to be right here, even now
I won't cry, because a long time ago, I saw a beautiful sky with you

The sound of shoes echoing out on that road is still left in my ears
Staring at my large shadow, I wonder if you still think about me

Even though they shouldn't have changed at all, sad feelings swell in me
No matter what I feel, you're not here anymore

I want to go to your side, even if just for a little while
I love you most of all, it's stayed a strong feeling
I tried silently wishing on a shooting star
But I won't cry, the wish will go through, into the beautiful sky

Even if we can't be together, I want to follow my memories, and see the same happiness as you do
The fireworks burst in a flush, together with that scent

I want to go to where you are, clenching my small hands
I want to cry, it was such a beautiful sky
I tried silently wishing on a shooting star
But I won't cry, the wish will go through, into the beautiful sky...

Kingyo Hanabi

Kingyo Hanabi
by. Otsuka Ai

Kokoro ni oyogu kingyo wa koishi omoi wo tsunorasete
Makka ni somari minoranu omoi wo shiri nagara
Sore demo soba ni itai to negatta no

*Natsu no nioi ame no naka de
Ootapota ochiru kingyo hanabi
Hikari de me ga kurande
Isshun utsuru wa anata no yuugao

Kokoro ni oyogu kingyo wa minikusa de tsutsumarenu you
Kono natsu dake no inochi to kimete
Sukoshi no jikan dake demo
Anata no shiawase wo negatta no

**Natsu no nioi yoru ga tsutsunde
Potapota ochiru kingyo hanabi
Donna kotoba ni mo dekinai
Isshun utsuru no anata no yuugao

Natsu no nioi ame no naka de...

*Repeat
**Repeat

artinya :

Golden Firework

the goldfish that swims my heart is in love
making these feelings grow stronger
turning red, I knew nothing would come of feeling this way
but still I wished to stay with you.

the scent of summer in the rain
the goldfish fireworks trickling down
I was blinded by the light
your kind face flashed for but one moment. *1

I hope that the goldfish swimming my heart
is not engulfed in ugliness
its life lasts just one summer *2
even if its just for a little while,
I wished for your happiness.

the scent of summer, enveloped in the night
the goldfish fireworks trickling down
no words do it justice
your kind faced flashed for but one moment.

the scent of summer in the rain...

Cherish

Cherish
by Otsuka Ai

Itsukara ka suteki na koto wa
Hitsuzen youshite dokoka wo ushinatta
Kokoro no tsunagari ni obiete
Karada de ume youtoshita
Fuan wo gomakashita
Sonna mainichi no naka de
Anata wa mou atashi no
Kokoro no naka ni ita

*Moshimo futari fukaku omoete
Itsuka koko de toki wo oetemo
Zutto atashi anata wo aishite
Te wo nobashiteru to omoeta no

Aijou wa nante kowai mono
Dakara nigetari motomeru
Otona datoka kodomo datoka
Nou kankei nai yo

Marude hatsukoi mitai
Unmei dato omoeru kurai
Daki aeba kanjiru
Kore hodo ni nai yume goro

Moshimo futari deae nakereba
Konna fuu ni warae nakatta
Kotoshi ichiban shiawase na no wa
Anata no soba ni ireta koto

*Repeat

artinya :

Since when have we lost
the wonderful things that we need somewhere?
I fear the connection to [your] heart
& I buried myself with my body
During those days [when] I [lied] everyday about my fear,
you were already in my heart

If we can think deeply
that someday time will end here,
I thought that will always love you
& I'll be holding out my hand [to you]

Love is such a scary thing
That’s why we run away as we search for it
It no longer has anything to do with being an adult or being a child

This feels just like it’s my first love
So much so that I feel like it must be fate
Not even in my dreams do I feel
The way I do when we hold each other

If we can't meet each other,
I couldn't laugh this way [like when I'm with you]
This year, the happiest thing is
being able to be by your side

If we can think deeply
that someday time will end here,
I thought that will always love you
& I'll be holding out my hand [to you]

Amaenbo

ya...

bentar lagi bulan November abiz...

sisa wangsitQ,,

kuisi pake lagu** yang kusukai dari Otsuka Ai,,

salah satunya...

Amaenbo

Kisetsu no kawarime ga kite sukoshi hadazamuku natte
Bukabuka no anata no SHATSU kite
Kenka suru tabi hitori de daijoubu to
Tsuyogaru atashi wa nandaka kawai sou

Donna uwagi yori mo anata ga ichiban attakai yo

Zutto sagashiteta okkikute yasurageru
Ai ni tsutsumareteru anata no ude no naka
Motto tsuyoku dakishimete mou hanasa nai de
Sunao ja nai atashi wa doushiyou mo naku ima amaenbo

Itsumo soba ni ireru wake ja nai kara
Aeta toki wa hoo akarameru
DOKI tto suru anata no shigusa ni
Nandaka maiagatte shimau zurui yo.

Shiawase da naa tte koto wasurenai yo, wasure nai

Zutto akogareteta kawaiku naritakute
Anata no mae de motto kawaii atashi ni naritai
Bukiyou dakedo atashi ga shitakatta koto
Gyutto shigamitsuite atashi anata ni amaenbo

Zutto sagashiteta okkikute yasurageru
Ai ni tsutsumareteru anata no ude no naka
Motto tsuyoku dakishimete mou hanasa nai
Sunao ja nai atashi wa doushiyou mo naku
Doushiyou mo naku ima amaenbo

artinya :

Amaenbo
(kayaknya artinya "Sweetheart" deh)

The season's changing point has come It's feeling a little chilly
I'm wearing your baggy shirt
Every time we fight, I feel kind of sorry for myself
Pretending like I'm fine alone

You're the warmest compared to any jacket

I was always searching Your large and comforting
Surrounded in love In your arms
Hold me tighter, don't let me go anymore
This defiant me, it can't be helped
Now, I am amaenbo

It's not like we can always be together so
When we meet, my cheeks redden
Your habits that make my heart skip
I kind of get too excited... This is unfair.

I won't forget, I won't forget that I'm so happy

I always admired you I wanted to be cute
In front of you I want to be a more cuter me
I'm clumsy but what I wanted to do
Hold on to you tight and amaenbo to you

I was always searching Your large and comforting
Surrounded in love In your arms
Hold me tighter, don't let me go anymore
This defiant me, it can't be helped
It can't be helped now, I am amaenbo

Di Perbatasan....

"War,,kamu kecewa nggak???" tanya si Megu..

dia tanya begitu,,gara** aku gagal di pemilihan daerah,,

Hanya masalah,,penganut WARDANIESM pada nggak masuk waktu ada pemilihan daerah,,aku nggak jadi ikut pemilihan senat..

"Nggak kug,,buat apa kecewa???" spontan aja aku jawab kayak gitu..

Aku sama sekali nggak kecewa,,

karena aku merasa,,orang** yang mengalahkanku adalah orang** yang lebih 'pantas' dari segi kepemimpinan daripada diriku,,


Lagian,,
Dalam Aliran WARDANIESM,,
hakikat kecewa itu....

Kecewa muncul karena ketidak mampuan untuk bertindak,,


aku mampu untuk bertindak,,
tapi ada orang yang lebih dapat dipercaya daripada aku,,


Ganti topik....
Di Perbatasan....

Perbatasan apa????

Kemarin aku diajak ngobrol oleh seorang teman,,

Dia membahas tentang batas** di perasaan manusia...

Dapat kusimpulkan,,
bahwa,,
perasaan manusia memiliki batas,,
kira** alur yang dapat kutarik diantarnya :

1. simpati >>> suka >>> cinta >>> benci

2. putus asa >>> kecewa >>> sedih >>> dendam

3. acuh >>> mulai tahu >>> memahami >>> simpati atau langsung lompat ke perasaan suka

4. mulai tahu >>> saling berbagi >>> teman >>> sahabat >>> suka >>> cinta >>> back to sahabat >>> pertemanan biasa

Asal tahu saja,, alur perasaan ini,,

tak hanya berlaku ke makhluk yang berbeda jenis,,

tetapi bisa ke makhluk sesama jenis,,

oleh karena itu,,

aku ingat,,

kenapa aku dan Miss Sunkist di bilang pasangan 'Yuri'????
(Yuri = sejenis lesbian,,tapi WAR tak seperti itu)

Satu lagi,,
ada beberapa kejadian yang lepas dari pakem alur perbatasan tersebut,,

tapi alur yang kujelaskan tadi adalah alur yang paling sering kudengar dari berbagai orang yang pernah konsultasi padaku....

-mohon maaf jika ada kesalahan kata-
-atau ketidak validan data-

Dimana??? Aku di sini....

Jika Anda berpikir kehadiran Anda tidak berharga,,

silakan berpikir ulang,,

seberapakah tingkat ke'tidak-penting'an Anda???

berapakah orang yang tersenyum lebar saat Anda datang???


Ketika Anda berpikir bahwa diri Anda terkucilkan,,

renungkanlah kembali,,


tak ada seorang pun yang tak berharga...

tak ada seorang pun yang kehadirannya tidak dinantikan oleh beberapa orang...

meski dia penjahat kelas kakap yang berdarah dingin...


kemarin Riin,,juniorku yg paling aneh abad ini,,

telpon malem**,,ngobrol ngalor ngidul,,

dia bertanya tentang seorang temannya,,

sebut saja namanya SP,,

si SP dikucilkan di kelas,,

diejek-ejek,,
teman-temannya memanggil dia dengan sebutan "Ikan Paus"

dianiaya,,
teman-teman ceweknya (selain Riin),,
berani memegang** dengan sengaja (maaf) dadanya,,
Sambil bilang,,kalo (maaf) dada si SP begitu menggoda,,

walo sesama cewek,,
itu adalah hal yang tak dapat dimaafkan,,

alasan teman** Riin bertingkah seperti itu,,
>>> abiz SP g nyambung kalo diajak ngobrol

aku pun berkata pada Riin,,

"Mending kamu tetep temenan aja ma SP..."
"Ntar kamu tahu,,anehnya dimana..."
"Terus kamu konfirm ke teman** sekelasmu..."
"Mending satu lawan satu..."
"Terus kamu gantian pegang (maaf) dada mereka..."
"Sambil bilang,,maaf dada lumba** begitu menggoda..."

Riin langsung ketawa**,,
dia bilang ideku boleh juga,,

Tapi Riin...

ide ngawur ini jangan ditiru,,

ntar kamu digebugin massa,,

gara** tuduhan SekuHara..


Back to topic,,

Wangsit saya untuk SP,,

Anda mudah sekali terserang depresi,,

dan rentan untuk kehilangan peran serta rasa percaya diri,,

saya hanya berpesan,,

jika Anda merasa tertekan,,

hirup napas perlahan sambil pejamkan mata,,

lalu sebut nama Tuhan YME,,

ulangi hingga tiga kali,,

setelah itu,,masih dengan mata terpejam,,

ingatlah,,
betapa berharganya kehadiran Anda di dunia ini,,

ingatlah,,
keluarga yang selalu mencintai Anda,,

ingatlah,,
bahwa Tuhan juga selalu mencintai Anda,,
selama Anda mencintai Tuhan YME,,

yang paling penting,,

ingatlah,,
pada War du Niechren,,
ketua Aliran WARDANIESM,,
yang telah memberi wangsit untuk Anda kali ini,,

sekian,,
biaya konsultasi,,
bayar pake cek kosong aja,,